Life is full of decisions. From very small meaningless ones to very big meaningful ones. As some of you may know Steven and I have begun what we thought was our new home back home -close to the grandparents, where I grew up. We put the house we live in now up for sale over 2 years ago-yes over 2 years ago. To this day we haven't even had an offer made on it. Shortly after putting our house up for sale we began the basics at the farm. Building spot leveled-check, septic tank-check, driveway-check, house plans-check. The kids are so excited, well they were, now we are all starting to wonder where this going....right now nowhere. All the building spot seems to be good for at this point is a parking spot for an old Ford Ranger. Our prayers for quite some time have been for clarity. And so far we have none. We really want to do the right thing though it seems we have no direction at all. I feel the need to be close to my grandparents during these days, I still have a lot to learn from them. Here at our present home we have a great church family, they are more like just family, the kids go to a great Christian school, and we are content. That is until we visit the farm where we planned to move, or my home church (like we did last Sunday for homecoming-where by the way we have another great church family), or when I go to doctor appointments with my grandparents that remind me of how I need to be closer to them. Then we start to ache to be back there. So as you may see clearly the only thing we see clearly is the fact that we are confused, very confused, and in need of some clarity. I'm writing this post just to ask all who stumble across it to pray for us and for God to give us direction. We are accepting words of wisdom, no begging for them actually. But if you could just say a prayer for us we would be very grateful. Thanks